I really miss you even though you’re kind of right there.  Maybe it’s looking through the past pictures, videos, moments that got me thinking about all this, but I miss you.  I miss our randomness and knowing that I was special to you.  Yeah, it’s a bit selfish to say that it sucks not having you to myself, but I miss you.  I know our friendship is all in His hands.  I have faith in Him, faith that He will grow you, that He will grow us.  Praying for you.